Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Changes, blah and students.

Everything changes at some point. Locations, relationship status, opinions and so on.

Lately I have been caught in quite a few black out moments when I am just staring out the window, lost in a different universe of the future or even the past. A lot of things are changing within the next couple of months and I majority of them are for the good!

Getting married, yes! Less than 2 months now and after many dramas and downsizing to fit our needs (OUR being the key word) we are going to be a married, man. Soon I will say my husband... pause for effect.

My family is practically splitting up, not what it sounds like. My mum is moving up to Warkworth with my little brother. I HATE! that I won’t get to see him every morning and be there for him when he has a bad day, no matter how annoying he is. I won’t be there to judge his first proper girlfriend, sigh. At least I have a car so I can drive up on the odd weekend.

My sister is moving to Aussie. She's not just my sister, my best friend, my roomy and my work out buddy. One person that is always on my side. Yeah. Enough said.

Opinions change, respect is lost. Forgiving is easy. Dramatic or not.

Working with kids I am always met with past memories, apart from that they teach me things (unintentionally) every day.

The appreciation of a hug and not a fake hug tap, a real hug.

How awesome hand ball still is!?

When someone is laughing, it really is contagious.

When observing (sounds creepy) the way boys communicate, when they say “don’t worry" or are not heard after repeating themselves they just accept it and carry on back to their work. If that was me, I would kinda be offended, the joys of being a women. Boys/men are so simple. No offense meant. Applause really, I wish my mind would stop ticking sometimes.

I did a activity in my afterschool program trying to do something "fun". I played about 3 or 4 well known songs for these kids and they had to draw the main idea out from the song. 90% of my class are boys and they absolutely struggled with this activity. One song being Eenie Meenie by Justin Bieber and Sean Kingston, the meaning they wrote was that it was sung by Justin B. I was like -_- and I clicked half way through this lesson that guys just don’t see the meanings of things even if it is obvious! On the contrary the few girls I did have scored full marks. Ah bless.





Sunday, May 20, 2012

" I keep on falling...innnnn..."





First tatt and I assume wont be the last :)


You are so beautiful
You transformed me from rags to riches but I guess You always knew that 
I could talk about You all day

Today I told my testimony for the first time to a work friend and it is the first time I didn't feel restricted like oh, maybe I shouldn't say that because they will judge me but I stood in Gods grace and spoke with His confidence in me, that I am a living testimony to His goodness. I am finally ok.

I have been making a cheesy romantic playlist for our wedding ceremony, songs that Jesse and I love and so many of these love songs I can just sing out to God. I love Jesse more then my life but I so easily find myself feeling the same way for God, if not more.  Hope it makes sense lol e.g.

".....You are the one I want..."

"....You are so beautiful..."

"......I cant help falling in love with You..."



This song was written from God's point of view to us. Fantastic ♥







 Forever I will be yours!